Time to Rest

By: Esan Ruth Cedeno

There are times that we’re really have to face those circumstances between friends.

I, myself experienced that earlier. I realized that we do have different feelings.

Some people may be hurt so fast and then cry. Some are hurt but they do not express their emotions in the public and hide their feelings inside then cry when no one sees them & that only GOD will comfort them.

I’m one of those “hiding emotions” people. I do not cry in public and say any words about any negative things happen to me with my friends. It may be hard for me to accept the fact that there were WORDS that can hurt me so much, especially when the PERSON who say and tell me those WORDS are my closest.

One thing I also wanted to share ……. IT IS REALLY HARD FOR ME TO FIND THE REAL TRUE FRIEND(S) , WHO TO TRUST & THOSE WHO WILL ACCEPT ME AS ME.

To be honest it’s the first time I experienced this. And it really tested me if I MYSELF truly is a LOYAL FRIEND TO SOMEONE or TO BE A BIG FAT LIAR & DENYAL TO SOMEBODY .

I wanted to cry but tears were hard to fall. I think it isn’t the right time for me to cry.

I believe that there is a big chance for me to arrange myself into the situation I’m facing.

I’m in the hard times with friends right now.  I really don’t know what to do.

But I know that this is an opportunity for me to rearrange ME as MYSELF.

This is a part of GOD’S PLAN for my life.

 And I know that I can handle & overcome on this situation.

This is the right time for me to rely on to myself. Take a deep breath.

TAKE A REST & Start a new ENDING to look forward to.